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  気が遠くなりそうなほど、緩やかに緩やかな成長を観ている。このごろになってようやく莟らしい姿になってきて、遅咲きの花を期待させている。毎年、7月と9月にはその妖艶な姿と芳醇な芳香で魅せてくれていたのに、今夏はひとつも咲かないままに過ぎてしまっていた。9月も終わろうとしていた頃、小さな小さな予感を葉の端にみつけて以来、昼夜問わずに観ている。何度か莟の途中で落下した失望感を味わっているので、ある程度の大きさになるまで、その開花をみるまでは安心できなくて、気がかりになる。見つけたときには2,3ミリだった莟もようやく1.4センチになってきた。逢いたくて逢いたくてようやくその願いが叶うかもしれない、名残の花。待つことは試練にも似ている。みつめて見つめ尽くして、願って願い尽くして。先日、唐突に逝った名優の言葉に「人と契らば濃く契れ」とあった。人もそう。花もまたそのように。

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咲きそうですね、しかし、今年はやはり遅いようですね。う?m。うちは残念ながら2回目はないようです。これも不思議。

今、測ったら3cmになっていました。咲くかな?咲くよね?
草城さまのところのものが1回しか咲いていないなんて初めてではないでしょうか。どうしたことやら。花に聞いても花は静かに佇んだまま。今年はたった一度ときめていたのかもしれない。我が家のものは、この調子だと開花するのは10月半ばすぎ。こんなにゆっくり咲くのは初めて。花時は花が決める。遅いだの早いだのと言ってはいけないのかも。そうは思いつつも、やはり少しでも早く咲いて、見納めをさせてほしいような。

昨夜、何の前触れもなく、茎ごと蕾が落下。とうとう今年はひとつもみられませんでした。12cmまで大きくなってくれたんだけど。
まぁ、そもそも10月下旬に月下美人が見られるかもというところから、すでに無理があったけれど。来年、また咲いてくれますように。

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